Lost in a daydream.

I hate you I hate you.

Now that I think back, how could you play with my heart like that? You are so good at it. Because even so, it still seems like you are innocent?

Why are you so nice to me? Giving me false hope that we are possible? Confused my heart & I lost the one who tried his best to make it possible with me. The rightful one whom I should choose.

September you took me to a romance movie. November you became attached, & I had to find out myself.

Guess our friendship isn't as much as what I thought huh. It is just a one sided affair. 

So 2 months is all you need to fall in love. & for 2 years I've been your plan B. You walked in and out as and when you like, and I allowed you. I have no idea why.

We got to know each other on Christmas '12. Stupid as it sounds, whenever I hear the song "Last Christmas", I would think how apt the lyrics are to me and you. I still don't know why you disappeared for a year (of which I was depressed for the first half) & later chose to come back on valentines day. I'd rather you blatantly cheat my feelings. At least it wouldn't dragged on for 2 years.

But it's okay now. This time, this time I am really sure I don't feel a thing for you anymore. Because all that's happened showed that I only mean this much to you.

I hate you I hate you. Just so you know that my hate for you only last till the end of the sentence. You good.